Monday, November 26, 2007

my child hood spilled out

All I remember was that the structure for life was ripped out from under me,

I was changing schools

To some this might be a joyful moment in life. Unfortunately for me It wasn’t. This went against my will, it would be the last day I cried. From that point on the flood gates of my eyes would be closed for eternity.

Because of this sudden event I realized my emotions nor opinions had no place in life nor did they effect anyone. From them on I became an emotionless monster; this monster became a familiar object of my life

Now I realize that the change was for the better. Not only did I meet new people who were able to acknowledge my existence. Through them I gained new experiences that pealed back the layers I created. Letting glimpse of light show as if a ray of light was coming out of a key hole

This monster is the toughest thing I’ve had and still am dealing with in life

But now all I know is that

I am breaking

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